Kiss

Yeah maybe every kiss doesn't mean something.

But kisses are still very very expensive.

I'm bankrupt due to them.

This is sooo fucked up.

You're literally more than grey - you're 50 shades of grey!!

I'm so determined to not let my heart make any decisions whereas somewhere in the background its always nudging me to pull this along ...when I also have this great inner feeling that it is some form of sham. A mometarily lovely feeling ( or fling ? ) but still a sham.

I'm not scared to be hurt. I can manage that. I've taken so much of bullshit in these few years.

What am scared about is that you will disappoint me. That you are not being true.

That is what makes me so protective.

I cannot bulletproof my safe zone