I just don't want you in my life.

So please...just go away....

come on..this time.....made a choice..

Now


Stick

to it!!

I'm a fool.

I've been fooled.

Its time.

 I sit back , rewind and go through a whirlwind speeding flash of all the times , of all the moments.

When all of it..slows down itself to reflect the good part.

And then I ask myself - Why do I  feel bitter ?

When it actually makes me smile.

Fuck the fact that it hurts. Fuck that maybe I regret. Fuck that I deserve better.

But fuck , its been 'good'.
Its been great.


Mea culpa. I shouldn't have expected too much.

Bittersweet

There is this sinking feeling inside today and strangely it is bittersweet.
I want to cry out. Only that I'm not sure what I'll be crying for ?!

Magnet

There is a mysterious force that keeps me glued to you.
That makes you my magnet.
That doesn't let me let go.
No matter how hard I try.
Maybe ..
I only pretend to try.
Because deep down..
I don't wanna let go.

I'm selfish. I don't give two hoots about the hurt & pain you caused me.
I still want to be with you.

No I'm not strong. Specially if I'm back to square one.

And I begged you not to be indifferent. Just that much. Not asking for more.


You care for me is not enough for me. You've gotta be there too.

Don't fuck my feelings.