trade off

The heart is never wrong.

Its probably the brain doing all the talking.

But the heart doesn't lie.

It will never cheat on you.

Its your own wish fullness that cheats you.

What you want.. against what you're actually getting.

*** Thank you for everything. And yet , no thanks.

Burn with me

Feel my pain.

Let the flames engulf you.

Let the fire pierce through your deepest wounds.

Scream aloud.

 

Burn.Fire.Kill.You.

How much can you empty yourself out.

On Hold.

Its is  wicked how I think of you at weird moments.
While tying the shoe laces.
While filling the water cooler.
While flipping channels.

No matter how much I deny myself a right to relive the memories..I still find myself thinking about you - almost like a lightening bolt - all of a sudden , fierce and scary - a pang so powerful it drains me out.

You take away the smile from me.

It is raining. I hate to think of you when I watch the sky drizzling.

It reminds me of a time dimension when nothing had happened.

When I would crave for you just as much as I did yesterday or maybe even today.

You fill me up with a heavy heart.

A burden so strong...the rain from my eyes begin to pour down.

Tell me why you're gone.

Tell me why haven't you withdrawn.

Uncanny silence.

My heart is thumping loudly.

Is it grieving ?

Perhaps , bleeding.

I was always intrigued by unhappy endings in love stories.

It captivated me.Tantalized.


I didn't want it for myself though.

I HATE YOU!

I hate you for everything you did to me.

I hate you for being so shameless.

I fucking hate you.