Its almost a teenage feeling. Like when a guy you like starts dating someone else.
But the thing is we're all grown ups now and yet am feeling that bitter pinch & disappointment.
The guy I crushed for 4 years is getting engaged. And it feels uh just too blaahh.
I knew I cldn't be friend friends with him. It was already too late. But always had this thing that I must get one chance to talk to him. And I did.
At some point I started feeling why'd he be interested in me. I hate this part. Where I don't fit in. Where I think I don't fit in. And it sucks really.
Fuck. Its really not fair.
But the thing is we're all grown ups now and yet am feeling that bitter pinch & disappointment.
The guy I crushed for 4 years is getting engaged. And it feels uh just too blaahh.
I knew I cldn't be friend friends with him. It was already too late. But always had this thing that I must get one chance to talk to him. And I did.
At some point I started feeling why'd he be interested in me. I hate this part. Where I don't fit in. Where I think I don't fit in. And it sucks really.
Fuck. Its really not fair.
No comments:
Post a Comment