When I see you in the eye , I can catch the ghost of our past.
I can see how  you feel.
But to live it..I want to drown in your soul. Get into your head.
Beat in your heart.
I want to become you and feel what you feel for me.
I want to test your pain for me.
So that when am myself again..I can ease it.
And bring our past to peace.

If there were a 100 ways to hurt me..I'd bet he wld find all those 100s to rattle my soul.

we never know what can hurt us - untill it does

vulnerability

Is like fighting to stand still in gushing winds..

Is letting him use those 100 ways...