Its tough. And it hurts. I cry at the drop of  a hat.
And I cry more thinking it must be hurting you on a much deeper level.

What a roller coaster it has been!!

From hating to loving you back.

From your ignorance to your care for tiny things.

You cut through my heart at ease. Your every little gesture does that to me.

But above all..love transcends time & space.

its fucking crazy.

Its crazy that I have capacity to love so much again.

Its crazy that I shocked myself out to know I love you anymore yet.